30th Island----Spring

The spring here in BEIJING. I took myself..

29th Island----Wander

I'm a sort of speechless now.
Days come and go, but Im still the one I am.
Im wandering in the garden, looking for the srping to come.
No more winter sleep anymore. But I lost my way of myself.
When I look back of my life, nothing left but only a sigh.
The footprint was washed by the sea wave.
I cant find my way in the grasses.
Keep breathing I'm excepting for the sweet smell.
But it's never a poem...

lol, nothing..im kidding..^^..got chill? :p

BTW,new pics are coming..^^

28th Island----Future Career?

You Scored as English/Journalism/Comm
You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Communication, English, Film, Journalism, Literature, or Writing.

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.



English/Journalism/Comm
94%
French/Spanish/OtherLanguage
75%
Biology/Chemistry/Geology
69%
Psychology/Sociology
63%
Religion/Theology
50%
Education/Counseling
50%
Visual&PerformingArts
44%
History/Anthropology/LiberalArts
44%
PoliticalScience/Philosophy
38%
HR/BusinessManagement
38%
Physics/Engineering/Computer
38%
Accounting/Finance/Marketing
31%
Mathematics/Statistics
13%
Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health
6%

27th Island----For John

What I want to say here is life is a miracle.

I can’t remember whether I have said that life is unfair to me because I can’t change my life even though I worked very hard for it. But now it doesn’t matter at all. Because I know that life is fair to everyone. Sometimes you lost something, in the coming future you will find out that you get other things instead.

Yes, I sort of lose my chance to go to USA to learn so-called what I want to learn. (lol) Seems my life is meaningless and my future is not as clear as it should be. But that was only right before I know what life prepared for me. Life is quite fair to me or has even more preference to me. It gives me another meaning of my life; it gives me someone more than I expected----John, that’s what life gave me.

Not to say that I soon found that I am not advisable to be a business student, but also the competition of business already made me want to turn back. I am sort of an introversive person, not quite fit to the social life, even though I can do it well if I am forced to do.(><). So, Chemical Engineering is not that bad for me, although it is a little difficult. Maybe a teacher in the future is quite suitable for me. So, that’s good for me to stay in China temporary.

The reason I said temporary because that I have to leave China in 3 years. A person knows the reason quite well. We can’t be separated any longer. Yeah, life is a miracle. It gave me John for my life. But before we can finally live together, a lot of problems are in front of us.

Thank to life. It made me know that what the most precious thing in my life is. It made me know that good things don’t come easily. It made me believe in love. It gave me a totally different meaning of my life. And for that meaning, I became stronger, I became positive, I became a better girl.

Everyday, every second, I am looking forward to 3 years later. I am quite looking forward to the future because I know that to have John with me, my life is beautiful. I am not uncertain anymore, I am quite sure that I will be the happiest person in the world.

Ok, forgive me, I quit…I just want to say I don’t know how to make such a post impersonal or to write it with less personal emotion. The purpose of this post is to state that I am in love with John and I love him very much. (lol only for this sentence I wrote something so boring above)

So, John, let’s turn back to our blog so that I can write something more emotional in private, ok?

Love you.

26th Island----Weddings

All girls wanna a perfect wedding.

The perfect wedding in my mind is at beach. All the colors of the wedding are white and blue. He waits me in the end of the road and looking at me in the way I always hope. What I want is really simple--his love.

25th Island----A Night Without Sleep

6:06am now.

Well, I am great.>.<(that is a satire..)..

I went to bed at 1:32am..I am quite sure for that..but got up at 2:02am..still quite sure..at that moment I sent a massage to my friend. And I decided to go to bed now again.

If you curious about it. Just read it..>.<..

Yesterday when I went to the beach..A boy drowned and I saw his body. Even though he was wraped by bath towel, even thought I didnt see his face...But I still saw him. He is at my age. >.<..I must be scared.

When I was sleeping, I couldnt stop thinking him and always felt something wrong in my room. I locked the door of my room but then felt that something was locked in my room together..>.<.. Then I open my eyes and quite adapted to the dark. I tried to convince myself that nothing was wrong but only my mind. As soon as I closed my eyes I found that one of the bulb of my complicated lamp lighted..>.<..It should be blue or yellow in normal way. But the bulb was white then. I sat up in my bed and turned on my bedlamp immediately and then run out of my room.. Then here I am, sitting in my study room for the whole night.

The photo I took at 5:58 am. I heard that the grandma lives in next door just went out to do some exercises at the moment.

Now I just changed my mind. No more single life. Sometimes an alive strong handsome man(lol) in your bed is much much better than those lifeless toys.>.<...

(btw, Mum and Dad come back quickly!!! I dont wanna stay up for another night tomorrow!!!)